So my goals for the week have fallen flat. Yes, I know it is only Wednesday, but the week feels over. Between being sick, driving my husband to to a doctors procedure a few hours away, and just feeling blah I keep giving in. Nothing has gotten done around the house and sitting on my ass really feels like the best use of my time and energy. The household chores have gotten so overwhelming. My mom used to come over a few times a week to help out but she recently moved back to California so I'm at it alone again. The longer nothing gets done the harder it is to chip away at it, it's so depressing.
On the brighter side I received my first Indie Polish! I ordered Hare polish in Rusty Hearts. It's lovely in person. Personally I think I should have went with a glitter bomb for my first indie but I'm not a huge huge fan of glitter polishes. I'd post a picture but bad lighting plus a recently broken nail means I just don't want to! I typically would not pay $10 for a polish, fact is I have a hard time justifying $2 for a polish! This was a treat for my birthday, while my husband says he knows what he wants to get me, he usually falls flat when it comes to gifts. Though I must admit, without my mom here I really don't care about my birthday and Thanksgiving just sounds impossible.
I love Thanksgiving, easily my favorite holiday. Since I've had a family though, being away from my family in California, my husband gone on deployments, etc etc I just don't know anymore. This year feels impossible. Seriously thinking of going out somewhere instead of spending all that time and money on a meal that I honestly don't think I would enjoy. Going from a packed house at my grandma's every year to a very small gathering just leaves me down. I need my family around during this time of year.
So tomorrow I pick myself up, try to slog on with my goals, drag myself out to be social, and maybe actually accomplish something. Friday I will deal with Friday.
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